It’s “Day Light Savings Time” and I got out of bed this morning thinking it was 5:30 when it was actually 4:30. It was still quite dark, and I felt like stepping outside into our fenced in backyard to wake up with the birds and the sunrise.
We just closed on our house August 30, 2011. So everything is still new to me, including the state of Missouri – though we’ve been here a year now, yet at a temporary location.
As I sat on the yard swing, drinking a hot cup of Lipton tea, gently moving back and forth, enjoying the cool November air, I looked upward.
With the absence of stars, I knew there was a cloud covering. I wondered if we’d get the rain predicted by the weatherman.
I sat for a long while, contemplating the stress of the past two months restoring our current foreclosure home. Really, the stress of the past two years with getting our Minnesota house ready for sale, then purchasing and remodeling our first Missouri foreclosure home in August of 2010, and then the second house we are now restoring.
It has been CONSUMING!
As tears formed, I let the emotions rise to the surface, feeling sad about some relational issues, then relieved and hopeful that things will change, and nothing is forever, except God, and my wedding vows.
Circumstances of temporary chaos are not a good indicator of reality. I long for some sense of normalcy.
As I wiped my eyes with the sleeve of my red flannel jacket, because of course I had no kleenex, I began to see a CHANGE in the light of the cloud covering, and a pink hue forming.
I smiled, to my Heavenly Father, with new tears of joy, that He knows me so completely, and assures me in His everlasting love, with a morning canvas of pink promises of peace.
hank you, Lord Jesus, for what You have done for me, and how You minister to me through Holy Spirit.
I love you with heartfelt gratitude,